Kristina Kuzmič na Instagramu veli kako joj je u teškim danima i samoubojstvo prošlo mislima …

Kristina Kuzmič, rođenjem Osječanka, danas vrlo uspješna američka poslovna žena i majka, influencerica koja je pobjedom u kulinarskog showu Oprah Winfrey stvorila pretpostavke kasnijoj slavi, priznala je sinoć na Instagramu kako joj je u njezinim teškim danima i samoubojstvo prošlo kroz misli …

• Ono što Emily (osoba koja ju je ufotografirala s djecom, a u trenutku kada Kristina uopće nije imala volje za čuvanje uspomena fotografijom i o čemu piše na Instagramu nap.a.) nije znala jest da sam ja, nekoliko dana prije nego je ova fotografija nastala, ostala dugo budna i na komad papira pisala pluseve i minuse skončavanja svog života. Lista je bila fokusirana na to kako bi se moje samoubojstvo odrazilo na moju djecu … – napisala je među ostalim Kristina Kuzmič, a kojoj se dnas, hvala Bogu, teško skida osmjeh s lica …

Na engleskom jeziku u izvorniku to izgleda ovako … “This is one of the few photos I have of myself from that time in my life when I was really struggling. My friend Emily came over to take photos of my kids, and I’m so glad she did because I wasn’t taking any photos at that time. It’s as if I didn’t want those years of our lives documented.

What Emily didn’t know is that a few days before this picture was taken, I was up late at night, writing on a piece of paper the pros and cons of ending my life. The list was focused on how my suicide would affect my kids. I realize that sounds really sick but I was actually convinced that there would be some positives for my children if I just wasn’t here anymore.

I get messages and emails from so many of you, letting me know you’ve had similar thoughts. I know that feeling well and I also know that things can get better – so much better than you can even imagine.

If you’re struggling right now, I’m asking you to stick around. I’m asking you to believe what I already believe for you: your life is worth living and you have something to offer to this world and to your children that no one else can. Whatever you’re going through, someone else has lived it, thought it, felt it, cried it, and someone else had made it through. And so will you! Get the help you need and deserve. And stick around. I’m glad I did”.

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